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people this is a VERY MEANINGFUL..HEART TO HEART post..NO LIES would be told.holding NOTHING back..actually Im in tears at this point Writing this. ( I'm a VERY emotional person.I might be Tough but I'm a softy Inside]..I really do MISS someone soooo muchhh..i know its hard for me to show it but I really do..I know I show my IDGAF attitude when I really doo..&& I really care about this dude.( I really do ]. IF only there was something else there..IF only He saw something else there. IF ONLY!!.for like the past couple of days maybe even the past week I had an urge for what reason IDK..shit just came back out of nowhere 0_o.I dont want to get too in depth. I dont wanna feel more worse than i already do "/.i'll just leave it at that.