Friday

No one Knows! Stop Passing Judgement On me!

No one know Half the shit I been threw, and to think Im only 17. For that age I dont think I should've seem the shit I saw in my life, Or been threw the Things that happened to me. Ya know and like The reason I ask the way I act ( Caareless] is becasue I put up my guard so i wont get hurt..Who wants to get hurt? No one!. So when people say oh "Im mean" or I dont care bout people. I do. I just dont show it becasue them people take advantage!!!. Im a VERY kind and Caring person only to my close friends..So maybe the next time before you judge me. Know the Real ME!!!

I want..

Im tired of the same guys I go for, or shall I say Just fall into my lane lol. I want something different I want good guy Someone that listen, someone that doesnt judge me by my past, Someone Just to look at and all my worries are gone. Thats all I want. Nothing More, Nothing less.
Now I see
I'm too late
Too late to ask
Someday
I will ask it again
Someday..
Someday it will happen
It doesn't matter how hard I try, to keep you inside
Every single time you arrive, it's again because of the lies
When I'm in pain, I don't want to cry, and when I start that fight
You versus I, I realize I'm floating, so I've got to blink my eye
Its okay to loose, Its oke to let it out, no reasons left to deny
How dispirit the situation is, there will come a time that you'll get by
Once the first drop slides against your nose just remember, its all right
I feel them growing in my eyes now, but I know there'll come dry nights
I'm overwhelmed by one thing,
a thing you don't wish to anybody.
This thing is called pain,
and it's caused by a few words.
I'm angry and destroyed from the inside,
caused because of a fucking comment.
I feel devastated,
all I can think of is pain and hate.
Does this ends good,
or will it all be over.
This depends on something,
a hell of a good excuse.
Just remind this,
don't fuck with me.

Good Day, Then It All falls down!


So today me gia, and infy went to the city. Honestly It was cool. Being with Free spirited people was good for a chance. Then Something Hit me, Like I got all these emotions at once. and I couldnt handle it AT ALL i mean like I wasnt even happy, I wanted to be alone, I wanted to go home. && now all i wanna do is cry for what reason I dnt kno.. I just need to find "That" Thing. Ya know.!