emotions;;

So Last Night I went to sleep Great.School wack as usual.still Wasn't communicating with people so that much.(Just need to be by myself].Bitches was running they mouth in school.ugh (So over iT.Get a Life].Went to pick up my results from my Doctor.apparently There is a Scoliosis.(cried a bit].I told my Bf. He deadass told me something I didnt want to hear.Of course I bitched.Off the fact he told me about a chick I dont give two fucks about.ughh.Im angry.So I recently got home.Bored;;.I think Im being ignored.(hey nothing new!].I dont want to get to in deep cause certain people read my blog and I dont want them knowing to much personal things.
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ViDeo Blog;;My First VLOG!

Photography;;

So Basically I like taking Pictures.Sometimes when i have alot on my mind I'll Just Grab my Camera and be on the GO!.The Meaning of Photography means: The art or process of producing images of objects on photosensitive surfaces.(Which I have No Idea what that means]lol.I just think Photography is a way to express yourself.Or even just seeing something that catches your eye. check out my Flickr Flickr.com/xP0iS0Nx

3 at ONE;;Personal moment

So today started off BAD. My Morning was not good.Cried a Bit. Sucked it Up. && went to school madd.Couldnt Focus Really. So I left. umm alot is going on in my mind Right now!.Dont Know where to start talking.(I'll start with my hair]. So Im officailly a BLACK head.my natural color.i like it.Some People said they like me better with Blond.(Umm Fuck EM!].Im not doing anything to impress you.Now! FRIENDS really the state of mind im in right now is If You cant help me with my problems either it being personal or not.I dont claim you as my "Friend".That word get thrown around so much that it lost its meaning.True friendship is perhaps the only relation that survives the trials and tribulations of time and remains unconditional. A unique blend of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship.Now Im thinking I only have about 5 true friends everyone else.USELESS!.well a 6th friend because now I came close to Jerissa (I swear i'm going to start loving her by nxt wkk lol].She gives good advice and dont really show any negative energy while we speak oppose to the friends i have now.NXT! Im still trying to put my VLOG! up.I think I'll mostly be Vlogging because typing is so much work.And I want you guys to actually see my emotions when I speak oppose to when i'm writing its like BLAH!.Something Crazy happened when I was on my way home.A few people know.So i wont put up what happened. && yeah thats all I have to say for NOW.

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Hair Change

I really Have Nothing to say.Just Want To keep you guys updated.So Right now I'm actually changing my hair color. (To Black].I'm Tired of This Blond. Its getting BLAH! now.I basically want my bangs back. Just For Winter.Its A Good Look, & Plus the Hubby want To see me with black Hair. (He meet me with Blond].I made a VLOG! I'm trying to upload it.Seems Difficult.So Basically today was a DRAG!.especially from last night..I didn't really do Anything today, But Hang out with my cousin.& thats about it.So After My Hair is done i'll take a pic

Until He Came along;;

So This Summer was one of the BEST i meet alot of new people that I love now.One in peson in particular i fell Inlove with;; Despite what everyone say "oh you guys just meet" or "its probably just lust" or "are you sure he isnt saying things jus to make you feel a certain way".Everyone need to mind there business.This is how I feel.Even though me and him Go threw so much drama.Its worth it.because at the End of the day i'll still be here.He introduced me to new things, Made me express myself way more than I ever Did.&& I thank Him for that.He makes me Laugh & Smile simply for no reason.He can be rude at times.& Super Nice to anyone he me meet..I meet him in the summer he was talking to some other girl, But I scooped him Up! lolol.=].Then things changed August 9..Even when things get Hectic I still truely care for him.And I love Him dearly.

Then She came to her Sences

Not all scars show, Not all wounds heal, sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels....but eventually the pain just turns into another lesson learned. People walk in & out of your life, some for a season, some for a lifetime....never hold on to pain..just leave it in your past. Don't let the past create the future, let the future erase the past.Experience is the hardest teacher, it gives you the test first & the lesson later...I believe Everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Sometimes good Things Fall Apart so that Better Things Can Fall Together. Experience is the Hardest (But the best) Teacher, Because it gives You The Test 1st & The Lesson Later. Out Of All The Pain....i was granted knowledge. Everyday That Passes by, my eyes open Wider & Wider. Once you Find Peace with Yourself, You can Bring Purity To Every Part of Your Life. I'm Moving On, its just a chapter in the past now . I'm not closing the book though, im Just Turning the page.

InTro

At the age of 17 i've seen, heard && been throguh alot of shit && its still continuing as we speak but i can handle the roller coaster ride. To me Life is like a pen, you can use white out to cover it up, but you'll always be reminded of the spot where you made a mistake.Life is about living and learning; fear not sinning because if you fear sinning you fear living. Kinda at a confused state of mind right now about life and no one has the answers to them but as the days go by they'll come to me one by one.Now that i've been introduced to blogging it will really help me through life to express my feelings w/o having any worries.So buckle up && enjoy the ride.