My Past && I cant look back

okay i dont really like talking about my whole phase i went threw people would say "emo" umm idkk about that cause i was just depressed && really didnt know what my purpose was && also alot of things were goin on with me =[..I use to be a "Cutter" my left arm is cut upp soo is my left leggg and a lil on my stomachh..i really do wanna pic upp butt i cant find themm..umm i use to have like a lil case that i still have ( contains band-aids, a sock that I wiped my blood up with..its looks horrible, multiple razors, and also a lil book i wrote why i cut that day]. && i wore a black band over my hand EVERYDAYYYYY!!!..the wounds were bad =[.