Ludacris (Feat. Nicki Minaj) - My Chick Bad

No one Knows! Stop Passing Judgement On me!

No one know Half the shit I been threw, and to think Im only 17. For that age I dont think I should've seem the shit I saw in my life, Or been threw the Things that happened to me. Ya know and like The reason I ask the way I act ( Caareless] is becasue I put up my guard so i wont get hurt..Who wants to get hurt? No one!. So when people say oh "Im mean" or I dont care bout people. I do. I just dont show it becasue them people take advantage!!!. Im a VERY kind and Caring person only to my close friends..So maybe the next time before you judge me. Know the Real ME!!!

I want..

Im tired of the same guys I go for, or shall I say Just fall into my lane lol. I want something different I want good guy Someone that listen, someone that doesnt judge me by my past, Someone Just to look at and all my worries are gone. Thats all I want. Nothing More, Nothing less.

Now I see
I'm too late
Too late to ask
Someday
I will ask it again
Someday..
Someday it will happen

It doesn't matter how hard I try, to keep you inside
Every single time you arrive, it's again because of the lies
When I'm in pain, I don't want to cry, and when I start that fight
You versus I, I realize I'm floating, so I've got to blink my eye
Its okay to loose, Its oke to let it out, no reasons left to deny
How dispirit the situation is, there will come a time that you'll get by
Once the first drop slides against your nose just remember, its all right
I feel them growing in my eyes now, but I know there'll come dry nights

I'm overwhelmed by one thing,
a thing you don't wish to anybody.
This thing is called pain,
and it's caused by a few words.
I'm angry and destroyed from the inside,
caused because of a fucking comment.
I feel devastated,
all I can think of is pain and hate.
Does this ends good,
or will it all be over.
This depends on something,
a hell of a good excuse.
Just remind this,
don't fuck with me.

Good Day, Then It All falls down!

So today me gia, and infy went to the city. Honestly It was cool. Being with Free spirited people was good for a chance. Then Something Hit me, Like I got all these emotions at once. and I couldnt handle it AT ALL i mean like I wasnt even happy, I wanted to be alone, I wanted to go home. && now all i wanna do is cry for what reason I dnt kno.. I just need to find "That" Thing. Ya know.!

Random!

So today I went to the city with my mom and bought so many vintage things I was surprised that she even liked vintage things but she did, We went to have bubble tea Her first time ever. She liked it i tld her she need to open her mind to people culture && likings more often. she wasnt with it lol. But overall it was a good bad.Mother Daughter Time..Cant wait until next week so we could go out again!!!!

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Stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Okayy this is the deall..You know when you think you dont want a bf?, but then It's like you get to thinking and sometimes get lonely. well right now thats me. and I still stick with I DNT WANT ONE.lol i'm trying to find ME. to see where i belong in life you know? and having a bf is not easy its like having a job. seriously and Im not just ready for it at all..

People!

guys i honetly feel I fell off my writing because when I first started this blog. Thats all I did, Was write. Write about my emeotions, How my day was, What im going threw etc. So basically I'm going back to that, It was a way I vent without any problems because i let you guys see ME.

Valentines Day!

Virgin hearts are broken
Afraid to love again
Lonely you feel inside
Empty and alone
No one but you understand
Truth becomes lies
Inclined by his promises
Never to hear back from him
Eventually, it was false hope
'
Six months later...

Denied his calls more than once
Again, you are back together
Yearned for his touch


My valentines day weekend was such a drag one, because I got in major trouble on friday that messed up my whole weekend. Two, I just see valetine as another day. I mean like people should always treat their other with love & appreciate them Everyday, Thats my take on that.. But guess what tonight my Ex asked me to dinner..to late dont you think?..of i course I said NO. it be like that sometimes..I dont share love.

Melanie Fiona- You stop my heart

Wiz Khalifa - This Plane

Rihanna : Rude Boy

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How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

My top Colleges.

- Bloomsburg University of Pennsylvania
- Clark Atlanta University
- Lincoln University
- SUNY Albany
- SUNY Stony Brook
- Millersville University of Pennsylvania
- Syracuse

Quizzz!

A - AVAILABLE: yes.
B - BIRTHDAY: March 24. the Big 1-8
C - CRUSHING ON: i wont say..but i am..like 3 guys "/
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: patron tequila (i love tequila..shakes boobs lmao =x)
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: um Frenchy,Gia,& SAMMI.
F - FAVORITE SONG : Right Now. Big Sean- lemonade freestyle
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: life savers gummys.
H - HOMETOWN: Basseterre, St.Kitts(Bet you guys didnt know that)
I - IN LOVE WITH: No-One..Love dont live here.
J - JUGGLE: NAH.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: I would love to..Give me a Gun.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:um here to philly.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: dont like milkshakes to muxh.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: to marry a rich white sexy guy.
P - PERSON YOU TALKED TO LAST: alex.
R - REASON TO SMILE: make-up,hair,&& friends
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Mary J blige - I AM
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 10:37 am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: beige.
W - WORST HABIT: disliking people for little things.
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: chest x-ray.back x-ray.leg x-ray smh
Y - YOYOS: gimme one...
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: aries.

Dr. Martens I loveee them so much

I really want all colors of them.<3

Biker Jackets

Va$hite X Big Sean Photoshoot

SAT PREP!!!! RAWRRRR

ITS SOOOOO FRUSTRATINGG &&&& HARDDD HELP MEEEE...I NEED TO STUDYYYY FORR THE ACTUAL TEST IN MARCCHHH =[ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Finally Famousss!!!!!!!

Mariah Carey (Feat. Nicki Minaj) - Up Out My Face

Yall Know I live me some MiMi

Mariah Carey ft NeYo- Angels cry

Beauty

So many beauties in this appealing world
The true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes
There is beauty in the child's innocence and in mother's love
There is beauty in a friend's affection and in a tender heart
There is beauty in a pretty smile and caring eyes
There is beauty in the morning sun and a rainy day
There is beauty in the flaky slow and a pleasant spring
There is beauty in the milky moon and the graceful rivers
There is beauty in a hard earned victory and a hopeful soul
There is beauty in me and beauty in you
So many beauties in this spectacular world and its dazzling life
And the true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes

Seniorr Picsss..Next step! College

Pink Lips = Love!

Dr.Martin Luther King Jr. <3

my thoughts.

When i think of what i've done all the pain that i've brought
baby you should've walked out on me
And when i turned away from you whenever there were hard times
How could you still be with me.

it breaks my heart
To think that lovin me is not easy to do
And i dont mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes i put you through.

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just being your girl.

Never gave you my heart cause i never thought
you deserved any of me
I never told you how i felt when deep inside i knew that
You're really what i need.

And i always gave you up whenever i thought
Something better come along
And right when i come back you're waiting for me
And you welcome me home.

And if it takes my whole life
I'll make it up to you
'Cause i've been so cruel
And you've given your love to me in spite of everything
I-I don't deserve you.

From this day forward, I'm truly yours
it took me a while to see
That we were meant for one another
Thank you for loving me

All boy Should have a good pair of boots :D

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After High School.

So Im a Senior My graduation is coming soon..and basically after high school I'm taking a year off to go to Cosmetology school to study make-up. Which I love so much..I want more than one Degree in different fields..I actually think its a good ides.Hopefully make-up go well && leads to me doing something great.then I'll head to college.Preferably Stony Brook..Wannna get your make done by me? lol

Im so sick..
of makin friends wit dumb bitches...
they always be talkin shit...
I try to not be listenin...
but I cant help it...
I must regulate..
I wont hesitate..
plz get out of my way..
I got some things the straighten..
sayin your my friends...
bff till the very end..
bitch plz..
if u got some shit to say to me??
say it to my face..
theres no need for me to find out in another way...
you tell me one thing and there will b a few things
I'll have to say...
Im just so sick...
no not of love songs...
of them chicks that cause drama just for fun..
thats y I prefer to not to be girls friends..
because in the end you got a hit and run...
dumb girls love drama
no wonder guys go crazy wen they got a baby mama..
sounds funny but its true....
Just wait til this shit happens to you...

Moviessss

ayee ayeee I hate when i travel on weekndss thee trainnsss be soo BLAHHH!!!!!!!!.but i watched that movie Day Breakers.. it was aright..basically its about humans in 2019 that turned into vampires and they captured humans theh had to survive off there blood..i give that movie 1 star.

Stronger

What I regret most is
Living with regret
I regret thinking that
You were the best thing yet

Living with the truth that
I was living a lie
Struggling to come to terms with
You saying goodbye

Living for months and
Holding onto you
Even though I knew
In my heart, we were through

But now I live on
And regret no longer
Because of this experience
I've now become stronger.

New Yearsss!!!!!

lol i know Im late Posting this..Just wasnt into blogging that much..But new yearss was cooll..Went to wild Wings With Jenn,Zaire,Kyle,Trav,TJ,& Tameika..Had funn lots off laughsss..Then my Bestie Samantha meet up with us..After we lurked arounddd thenn Head to Manhattan To barbie cribb chilled && Drankkk Moeettt!!!>.oww lol..it was cool && mellow..of course ppl went to parties after..