Ludacris (Feat. Nicki Minaj) - My Chick Bad

No one Knows! Stop Passing Judgement On me!

No one know Half the shit I been threw, and to think Im only 17. For that age I dont think I should've seem the shit I saw in my life, Or been threw the Things that happened to me. Ya know and like The reason I ask the way I act ( Caareless] is becasue I put up my guard so i wont get hurt..Who wants to get hurt? No one!. So when people say oh "Im mean" or I dont care bout people. I do. I just dont show it becasue them people take advantage!!!. Im a VERY kind and Caring person only to my close friends..So maybe the next time before you judge me. Know the Real ME!!!

I want..

Im tired of the same guys I go for, or shall I say Just fall into my lane lol. I want something different I want good guy Someone that listen, someone that doesnt judge me by my past, Someone Just to look at and all my worries are gone. Thats all I want. Nothing More, Nothing less.

Now I see
I'm too late
Too late to ask
Someday
I will ask it again
Someday..
Someday it will happen

It doesn't matter how hard I try, to keep you inside
Every single time you arrive, it's again because of the lies
When I'm in pain, I don't want to cry, and when I start that fight
You versus I, I realize I'm floating, so I've got to blink my eye
Its okay to loose, Its oke to let it out, no reasons left to deny
How dispirit the situation is, there will come a time that you'll get by
Once the first drop slides against your nose just remember, its all right
I feel them growing in my eyes now, but I know there'll come dry nights

I'm overwhelmed by one thing,
a thing you don't wish to anybody.
This thing is called pain,
and it's caused by a few words.
I'm angry and destroyed from the inside,
caused because of a fucking comment.
I feel devastated,
all I can think of is pain and hate.
Does this ends good,
or will it all be over.
This depends on something,
a hell of a good excuse.
Just remind this,
don't fuck with me.

Good Day, Then It All falls down!

So today me gia, and infy went to the city. Honestly It was cool. Being with Free spirited people was good for a chance. Then Something Hit me, Like I got all these emotions at once. and I couldnt handle it AT ALL i mean like I wasnt even happy, I wanted to be alone, I wanted to go home. && now all i wanna do is cry for what reason I dnt kno.. I just need to find "That" Thing. Ya know.!

Random!

So today I went to the city with my mom and bought so many vintage things I was surprised that she even liked vintage things but she did, We went to have bubble tea Her first time ever. She liked it i tld her she need to open her mind to people culture && likings more often. she wasnt with it lol. But overall it was a good bad.Mother Daughter Time..Cant wait until next week so we could go out again!!!!

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Stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Okayy this is the deall..You know when you think you dont want a bf?, but then It's like you get to thinking and sometimes get lonely. well right now thats me. and I still stick with I DNT WANT ONE.lol i'm trying to find ME. to see where i belong in life you know? and having a bf is not easy its like having a job. seriously and Im not just ready for it at all..

People!

guys i honetly feel I fell off my writing because when I first started this blog. Thats all I did, Was write. Write about my emeotions, How my day was, What im going threw etc. So basically I'm going back to that, It was a way I vent without any problems because i let you guys see ME.

Valentines Day!

Virgin hearts are broken
Afraid to love again
Lonely you feel inside
Empty and alone
No one but you understand
Truth becomes lies
Inclined by his promises
Never to hear back from him
Eventually, it was false hope
'
Six months later...

Denied his calls more than once
Again, you are back together
Yearned for his touch


My valentines day weekend was such a drag one, because I got in major trouble on friday that messed up my whole weekend. Two, I just see valetine as another day. I mean like people should always treat their other with love & appreciate them Everyday, Thats my take on that.. But guess what tonight my Ex asked me to dinner..to late dont you think?..of i course I said NO. it be like that sometimes..I dont share love.

Melanie Fiona- You stop my heart

Wiz Khalifa - This Plane

Rihanna : Rude Boy

BGC REUNION PREVIEW

How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

My top Colleges.

- Bloomsburg University of Pennsylvania
- Clark Atlanta University
- Lincoln University
- SUNY Albany
- SUNY Stony Brook
- Millersville University of Pennsylvania
- Syracuse

Quizzz!

A - AVAILABLE: yes.
B - BIRTHDAY: March 24. the Big 1-8
C - CRUSHING ON: i wont say..but i am..like 3 guys "/
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: patron tequila (i love tequila..shakes boobs lmao =x)
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: um Frenchy,Gia,& SAMMI.
F - FAVORITE SONG : Right Now. Big Sean- lemonade freestyle
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: life savers gummys.
H - HOMETOWN: Basseterre, St.Kitts(Bet you guys didnt know that)
I - IN LOVE WITH: No-One..Love dont live here.
J - JUGGLE: NAH.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: I would love to..Give me a Gun.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:um here to philly.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: dont like milkshakes to muxh.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: to marry a rich white sexy guy.
P - PERSON YOU TALKED TO LAST: alex.
R - REASON TO SMILE: make-up,hair,&& friends
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Mary J blige - I AM
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 10:37 am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: beige.
W - WORST HABIT: disliking people for little things.
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: chest x-ray.back x-ray.leg x-ray smh
Y - YOYOS: gimme one...
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: aries.

Dr. Martens I loveee them so much

I really want all colors of them.<3

Biker Jackets

Va$hite X Big Sean Photoshoot

SAT PREP!!!! RAWRRRR

ITS SOOOOO FRUSTRATINGG &&&& HARDDD HELP MEEEE...I NEED TO STUDYYYY FORR THE ACTUAL TEST IN MARCCHHH =[ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!