wtf is wrong with me?..random post

Sundayyy ahhhhh..always an emotional day for me..idk shit kills me though..kev came to my gma house just to eat lol..ohh well..I took a nap.had a dream that just blew mines..basically it made me think about my past && made me feel bad like i cause tension && shit.soo when i woke upp i told the dude to leave..um idkk why "/..its a bad move i guess..i cant && wont push him away..he's to much of a good guy..maybe i need to let go of someone && leave it as it is."/.i mean if we dont know how to be eachother friends then why try?.